“The less there is of me, the more there is of Her.” Synchronicity is a powerful indicator that the belief that we are all One is indeed true. The less there is of you–blocking the Divine within–the more readily the Universe (Her/your Beloved/the Divine Mother/God) can work through your body and in your life…
At the moment that I received my reply from Nirmala (on decisions/motivation/identity) I was over at Sula’s working on a project of hers. Afterwards, we did a breathwork session in exchange for my time. During the session, I received insights into integrating the “Light Within” with my personality: to allow the Light to move through this body/personality as needed–which was very similar to the what Nirmala was talking about in the last paragraph of his response to my query (taking on an identity as the situation calls for it).
The next morning, I received in my inbox a post from the Nonduality Highlights which featured “making decisions and motivation after you are enlightened.” How weird is that? Synchronicity.
The gist of the post (from various sources) is that you just do what feels like you are supposed to–not with reason (you simply don’t know why), but with that internal guidance system which is so much louder after you wake up than it was before (because there is less personal desire/noise blocking it). See my posts on my confusion on returning to S. FL from all the way across the country–I didn’t know why I was returning–I even felt trepidation–but I still did it.
One of the posts (in the Nonduality Highlights email) really stuck with me though. It was a Q&A with Adyashanti where he was talking about the “pregnancy feeling” of “after enlightenment but before integration.” In it he was saying how there is often a powerful feeling that something is coming (direction/purpose): not knowing all the details–yet still certain that a change is imminent. That something new is about to be born through you.
I can feel it baby, I can feel it.
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