Storrie Lake SP, NM—Wind gusts last night were hitting 60 mph and my trailer, parked right on the lake and lengthwise to the wind was shaking and rocking and howling.
I wondered—seriously—if it would flip over or be ripped apart. But it was a moonless night, and I felt that trying to hook up in such a fierce wind and pitch darkness would have put the rig in even more danger.
So I stuck in my earplugs, lay down, and focused on the experience.
My mind would keep raising terrible scenarios, but I’d just push them back into the darkness—the Void from which they seem to come from—and surrendered to Her.
Though the rig shook and rattled and groaned, not once did I experience fear.
If the trailer flips, so what? It’s not my trailer, it’s Hers. If the roof rips off and the rig disintegrates, so what? It’s not my money—or even my body—it’s Hers.
When you live as a Soul, none of this “stuff” is your stuff. You’re just driving this body around like it’s a rental car.
When you live as Radiance, there’s even less of you. Everything (except your awareness) is Her.
Danger is one of the most powerful teachers to help the spiritual seeker find out where he/she really stands. It helps you find out how deeply you’ve taken the teachings into your Being.
Real world, physical danger clarifies, in no uncertain terms, whether your growth is truly authentic, or if you’re just BS’ing yourself.
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