MT HOOD, OR—I closed the laptop, closed the van, and drove up to Government Camp for a good meal and a well deserved beer. 100 billable hours. Three times what I normally put in in a billing cycle.
But those hours flowed. I was in the zone the whole time. I wrote the complete framework for an entire forum—from scratch—in two weeks. And though I’m tired, it was practically effortless because I surrendered and let Her do it. I let Her write the code.
And it flowed.
When the personal self falls away, it is very easy to get lost. What is important to you when there is no longer a “you”?
Michelle, as I’m sure others who read this blog are, is going through a sort of “value storm.” Much of what used to be important to her is no longer. Everything is in turbulence. There’s nothing to hold onto. No solid ground. Everything is aswirl and it’s scary.
It’s sort of like Noah’s Flood. Things are changing for the better, but right now it’s nothing but rain and wind and lightning and a whole lot of crashing waves.
When I went through it, I had no one to help me, no teacher to guide me. When my personal self fell away, I was lost and I drifted. It’s all right here on this blog.
But things are different for you Michelle. You’re not alone—I’ve got your back.
It gets easier. Though you will never find solid ground to stand on ever again, you are beginning to realize something very few ever do—not just with your mind, but with your heart: You are the Ground itself… and the Sea and the Light and the All.
And yet you are still you.
You can feel this. Though you can’t explain it, you know it.
You know what you have to do. You’ve done it time and time again. You’ve learned it from practice and practical application. You’ve done it before and you can do it again:
When you relax and surrender and allow—when you let Her drive—everything flows and everything works out exactly as it should.
And though you may not know where you’re heading or how you are going to get there, you know it’s exactly where you’re supposed to be.
Listen to your heart.
Listen to Her whispers.
And everything will be alright.
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