February 22, 2017 3:54 PM
Something was wrong. Something was very wrong.
I paused the movie I was watching and looked at the actor’s eyes. His mouth had vanished.
When I looked at his mouth, his neck vanished.
My brain was going. It wasn’t working right. I’ve know for the last couple of days this was happening, but now it was affecting my vision.
I got up, made some soup, and ate for the first time in six days. Almost instantly, my vision was restored and I could think more clearly.
I had been fasting to grow closer to Her—my Beloved, the Divine—but it just drove me farther away. While I never stopped seeing my thoughts—my Mind worked fine—the brain generating my thoughts wasn’t firing on all cylinders.
Not so long ago I could fast for two weeks without a problem. Maybe it’s a younger man’s game. Maybe fasting to grow closer to the Divine is a myth.
Maybe the story of Christ’s 40-day fast wasn’t a fast from food at all.
Maybe it was a fast from people.
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