Soul Research

Desert Night

Desert Night


November 21, 2015 1:30 PM

For the last few days I’ve been working on the book in the mornings—researching and collecting evidence of the Soul—then driving in the afternoons, searching for that perfect camping spot.

I’ve been disappointed that Arizona seems to have recently taken to enforcing their no trespassing laws on state lands—lands that in the past I would often camp on. So now I’m forced into “explorer-mode” at a time where I’d like to go to ground and get some writing done. Ideally this “ground” would be close enough to a town where I can work in its coffee shops (which I find conducive to writing), but so far, the only places I’ve found lately were in Lone Pine and Ridgecrest—towns that for some reason I felt compelled to move on from (OK, Lone Pine was getting downright cold at night). … Read more…

Fear and Focus


November 14, 2015 7:21 AM

Yesterday was a relatively unheard of two-post day for me. I thought it was odd that I felt so compelled to write about The Messiah right at that moment and not wait until another day. But as I was writing yesterday’s post about a fanatical believer—unbeknownst to me—Paris was being brutally attacked by fanatical believers.

Today I was going to post something I wrote over a week ago, the last of the series of life changing levels—of TaoGod(I), of Love flowing through and embodying us, of such a potential for humanity…—but today, the words would fall on deaf ears. Not because people are incapable of understanding them, but because their attention—their focus—is on pain and suffering and a frightening future as we are inundated with the horrors of the Paris attacks.

Today, I want to write about the big picture problem, the problem that may very well end human existence if we don’t address it before “civilization” can kill us all off. … Read more…

The Messiah

The Darkness and the Light

The Darkness and the Light


November 13, 2015 11:26 AM

His name was Home Free and He told me He was the Messiah and He thought I was a fool because I said that I saw everyone as Divine.

He said God speaks through Him and I exclaimed, “Me too!” with a huge smile, hoping He’d see me as a spiritual brother and He shouted, “No! You have so much to learn!” … Read more…

Life Changing Levels Part I: The Soul

A Whole Lot of Nowhere

A Whole Lot of Nowhere


November 11, 2015 12:07 PM

Lest you think I’m not getting anything done on the book…


  • You can see the updated Map and an overview of the levels via the About Menu above (or just click here).
  • This is a first draft, so please forgive the grammar/punctuation, etc.
  • The other three life-changing levels (Mystic, Witness, TaoGod(I)) will soon follow.

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In Love

The Intimacy of the Tree and the Sky

The Intimacy of the Tree and the Sky


November 6, 2015 2:04 PM

I was telling Jerry the other day that I feel like a teenager in love. This may seem odd to you because I’m not in love with anyone.

This “undulation in the Ocean” experience—this being TaoGodHer breathing—is so deeply intimate and sensual. It’s not just Love as Light, it’s Love as liquid Light. It’s Love with a tactile feel to it. It feels the way first love feels like to a teenager—overwhelming and wonderful and consuming. … Read more…

TaoGod(I) And “Painful” Emotions

View From Camp

View From Camp


November 5, 2015 7:50 AM

Dear Diary,

Over the last week or so, I uploaded a series of posts that showed a progression of squares growing from 1 asterisk, to 9, then to 25, then to (represent) Infinity, then back from 25, to 9, to 1 and finally to (representing) Nothing. Each asterisk was a link pointing toward my post about a practice to help readers access the feeling of TaoGod(I).

My reasons were multifaceted: … Read more…

The Importance of the Soul

The Light Behind The Trees

The Light Behind The Trees


October 21, 2015 3:29 PM

Most spiritual seekers completely skip the Soul level. Those on the Path of the Sage (Mind, I AM) often see it as just another illusionary layer to be discarded (So why bother picking it up?). Those on the Path of the Mystic (Heart, I LOVE), often think they have a soul, but rarely do they identify with it (think of themselves as a Soul).

Both types of spiritual seekers—in “skipping” the Soul level—are making a terrible mistake. Not only will ignoring the Soul stunt the spiritual growth for both the Sage and the Mystic, but for the Mystic it will make it much more difficult to “hear” TaoGodHer’s whispers.

First though, how exactly do we strengthen our Soul identity?Read more…