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And the Frog Master Sat

PORTLAND, OR—Yesterday, the 12th of August, was the five year anniversary of my relationship with the Frog Master. So I thought it appropriate that I spend some time in the spot where I first met him and revisit his message: Separation

Posted in Best Of, Day in the Life, Ego Barrier, Emptiness, Feel of, Radiance, Synchronicity

The Shadow Falls

CAMP 3 (or 4), MT HOOD, OR—I’ve been feeling particularly dark lately. Though it would be easy to blame it all on work, I secretly believe it’s all Michelle’s fault. She’s wrestling with her Shadow, and as any Mystic/student relationship worth its salt

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How To Dramatically Increase Your Luck

CAMP 3 (or 4), MT HOOD, OR—I came down off my mountain to hang out with Randy the Mobile Kodger for the afternoon. When I told him I’d been thinking of using the term luck instead of synchronicity he spontaneously slid into his Southern Baptist Preacher

Posted in Best Of, Day in the Life, Duplex Personality, Ego Barrier, Emptiness, Path of Mystical Oneness, Personal Self, Radiance, Soul, Synchronicity, Techniques

The Gateless Gate

MT HOOD, OR—Michelle is standing right in front of the Gateless Gate. All she has to do is step through. I can’t pull her through, nor can I sneak around behind her and push her through. Why? Because the Gate (separation) doesn’t

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The Ego Is Just A Bunch Of Thoughts

LAKE TAHOE, CA/NV—The final event which led to the dropping of my ego was sitting next to a frog (my Frog Master) and wondering how he could sit still for hours on end while sitting still for hours on end was driving

Posted in Best Of, Ego Barrier, Techniques

Negative Reinforcement

FRESNO, CA—When it comes to spiritual development, I’m a big fan of negative reinforcement. If it sucks, you’ll tend to avoid it. So un-Buddhist of me I know, but it works (I’m not a Buddhist). In this forum post, I

Posted in Ego Barrier, Personal Self

Between Self and No-Self

WICKHAM CP, FL—For your next emotional roller coaster—and don’t kid yourself, there’s always one just around the corner—I present the following practice: Imagine my Frog Master sitting on your shoulder for the next few days, seeing the exact same physical

Posted in Best Of, Ego Barrier, Techniques

What Lies Behind

WICKHAM CP, FL Hi Wayne, Your writing continues to speak to my very being, as though I cannot utter a question with respect to enlightenment and my own journey without you answering it. Thanks Again, Nathaniel My ego would love

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Trash Can

BLUEWATER LAKE SP, NM—All authentic spiritual progress is based on losing.

When you live as a Soul, you don’t gain courage—you lose your Mortal identity and reveal your less frightened self.

When you live as Radiance, you don’t acquire a loving countenance—you lose the hardness of the ego which blocked your natural love in the first place.

When you live as Oneness, you don’t acquire psychic powers—you simply lose the separation from the All and hear the whispers of Truth more clearly.

Authentic spiritual development is not about gaining new qualities or abilities, it’s about losing.

It’s about losing the mental and conditioned barriers that have blocked your true nature, and simply revealing what has always been there in the first place.

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On Writing Mystically

Florida State Bird

PALM BAY, FL–I’ve started to write. I’m not writing about what I thought I would. It doesn’t make sense to spend the time on this project when there seem to be more important things to write about, but ultimately, this is where She’s leading me.

What’s left of my ego barrier is telling me not to waste my time on it, not to focus on the mystical side of enlightenment, let alone on the benefits. The ego barrier is afraid I’ll get a reputation as a nut case.

I’m ignoring him (the ego barrier). He seems to be nothing but trouble these days.

From my perspective, “I” simply don’t matter any more. To my ego barrier, I’m the center of my world, but the barrier is just a pile of conditioning, something that I see (and sometimes lose myself in), but it’s no longer “me.”

The conflict I’m having with this project though–between conditioning and faith–is a perfect example of surrendering to Her: of relinquishing control, of ignoring the consequences, of releasing and riding with the Flow.

Ultimately this project is a low-risk one. If you want to play with surrender, I’d encourage you to try a similar low-risk endeavor–one where your mind says “Left” and your heart says “Right.” You may fail, you may end up with egg on your face… but, if you are ready, you may find yourself face-to-face with the Divine.

I believe I’ll be releasing this work online, a piece at a time. This isn’t the way a sane person would write–they’d do a rough draft, then revise it a few times, then release it–but then that doesn’t seem to be what She has in mind.

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